F*cking Burn and Rot in Hell pls ~ !

What the eff ! Had been hearing friends around me talking about the dog abuse case .

Although this is a 3-years-ago-case . ~.~

Today , for like finally , I search for this video and load and watch and ='C

This is so heart-aching man . ='CCCCC

How can they did this to such a cute and fluffy creature ah !

And wadafak POODLE is my FAVOURITE dog and I had one !

So sad watching this poor little creature been torture like this Y_Y

Whats the freakya problem with people nowadays ?

I wonder where the hell you misplace your brain and heart !

Keep abusing animal .

Well they can't talk but they are not born to be treated like this OK !

$%@^&!@%

Oh ya since you wan't a dog to stand like a human ,

then I think you deserve to crawl on floor with your hands and legs !

wtffff t(-_-t)

MAY YOU FARKING BURN AND ROT IN HELL , SERIOUS .

Oh crap so feel like crying when watching this video . ＞＜

I can't even finish it =_+ can't bear with it .

So wanna hug my fan fan like now T_T

Don't worry sugar I will never treat you like this ,

Lotsa Love ❤ .

Peace Please ~ ! ~.~

Well Someone out there ,

I know you do read my blog ,

Yes , this is for you .

Am I avoiding you ?

Yes I guess .

Seriously I really don't know what I can say to you anymore .

The problem is clear .
Gimme a carefree life , pretty please .

I got too much thing to handle , can you understand ?

I am selfish , yes I am .

Just doze off leaving you all these shyt ?

I don't mind others see me as a playgirl or slut or bitch or WHATEVER

You know , I always envy about your family .

You are such a protected child .

You should know , I am not . not that lucky kay ?

You can have no worries just go pursue what you wan't .

I can't , like serious .

Dad don't care , I am fine .

But my mom , she is my priority .

I ask for a break , yeah that time I am afraid

Scared of the same old shyt happen all over again .

But now aint the same .

I am so determined .

I brought too much trouble to my mom .

How many more times I wanna break her heart ?

NO , NO MORE .

I told myself millions time a day .

I HAVE TO DO MUCH MORE BETTER THAN OTHERS .

I wanna give her best life ever .

I wan't to prove to my other relative , those who look down on us .

Toldcha I am selfish and I just wan't my family and future .

Thats all .

Stop pushing me to my limit

Cheers .

20102010 ❤

Today is mua birthday

So huack you mock exam

T_T

Bitch In Nature

Guess where am I people =)
Oh yes babe , my hometown , HONG KONG ~
HK damn rocks weihhhh XD

Hmmm ~
Should have update my blog straight after my friggin finals
But my wonderful mood was spoilt by someone , by something .
Truths are always ulgy , f*cking ugly .

All those rubbish started by one msg I send to her .
I knew everthing , but I just wanted to get the truth from her , from her friggin mouth .
We switch from sms to msn .
Keep chatting until 3 something in the morning .
I don't wanna admit , but yes I did say alotsa alotsa harsh words .
To a person that I didn't even thought of .
You guys won't know how much I treasure our friendship .
I f*cking scold you because I f*cking care .

I don't understand why you friggin did all these to break somebody else heart .
They like you doesn't means you can do anything you wan .
What ? You sucks in handling this kind of relationship thinggy ?
That was so god damn funny .
I'm gonna rate this as international jokes man .

Well , you know how disappointed I am ?
I can't believe you can be that fake .
After that convo that I squeeze out from my heart .
I can tell at least I am sincere when talking all those thing to you .
My words hurt ? stab straight ?
Yes , thats my purpose .
I don't wan't to see you be a b*tch like this .
Isn't fun hurting people heart .
My dear , you believe in karma ?
Or you freakkin know about that ?

After telling me ,
You will make things clear with that guy ,
Even thanks me for my truthfulness ,
the next thing you do is telling that guy that
you can't be with him because I scolded you ?
And the next day you went out with him and hug hug walk walk ?
Bravo my dear .

BFF = Bitch Fake Forever t(-_-t)

Nothing stays forever ,

Best friend ?

Ji Mui ?

F*ck you to the max .

Meow Meow ROAR ~ !

Grrr ~

See See SEE , what is this ?

Cannot online tonight from 8pm till 2mr 8am !?

for the nonsense chicken and duck so call maintainance ?

AHHH , GO DIE =_=

always upgrade upgrade UPGRADE

but the line still shitty as ever

WHAT IS THIS

Grrrr ~ ROAR

Have to go MCD and online tonight

I don wanna die in hostel T_T

HEADLINE :

Sunway Student die of boredom

LOL ~ !

Went to sri petaling for dim sum this morning

Dont have my beloved EGG TART

Wuwuwu ~ Cryyyy Die

What a BAD DAY for me T_T

Fly off with these shyt and peace

Approximately 19 years born on this planet called earth ,

The thing I did the most except breathing ,

I think must be been FFFKed . [fffk = freakkin fong fei kei in canto ]

Why like that ? Yeah god know .

Pilot is a real great occupation .

They fly you to your dream location .

But seriously not those pilot that I mean .

Those pilot that I mean probably will just freakkin drive you mad like nobody else business .

Well , the is a no-problem thinggy if you at least at least let me know you not gonna make it earlier

Uhm , at least one day notification

Yeah , I know what you all think

"Chiu ~ You stayed in hostel , so go or not , doesn't really matter la . "

Fcuk it .

and peace

Freak of My Life !

Guess what
I should have freakkin black list this FREAK from my friend list
but but but I can't
sometime I find him so pityful
sometime I find him so effing annoying



Ok people
See this
What he did which pissed me and or I should said EVERYONE off



HE loves to smack people from the back , and hell , its really shitty HARD ! There is many hundred thousand million times I feel like give him a kick or a punch in his freakkin face . WHY ? He smack you when he greet you , he smack you when you talk something about him , he smack you when you joke , he smack you when HE LIKE ! FYLFML hard ~ !



HIS favourite line : " wehhhhh , you very no manners wan lorrr ~ " with his s'pore slang similar to those movie like "WUUHUU" , maybe he is from johor , too near to s'pore ! ( PS : I am not insulting s'porian , don't get me wrong ^^ ) OK , what you think ? I was like : " yeah , WTF , I don't have the effing manners and I don't need one , Don't act like you have one ! =_+ " @#@%#^%$



And geeez ~ he love to take off his ohmyhollymamagoddamdirtyandsmelly slipper in the class and effing put his fishstinkgoodnessfreakout foot on the chair . If happens our class at audi room or lecturer hall . Yes , aleluyah may god bless you . Don't ever ever ever sit in front him . Or you may find a pair of beautiful foots either on your left side's seat or right side's or even on your seat !



All those I mention above actually made all of us sick of him hate him dislike him boycott him stay far far away from him . But sometimes I found him so pathetic . When people actually go out without calling him leave him alone in hostel . But freak , think about what you did and stop freakkin complaining or emo to me !



In some circumstances I hope you read this post
But I don't feel like letting your fishstinkgoodnessfreakout foot to step in my blog .

Human Or Beast !?

Just finish having a daily convo with my mummy

Yeah , she called approximately every night to chat with me =)

Such a caring mummy isn't it ? ❤

We was chatting as usual and then she told me about one news on the headline of the newspaper today

As she said , there is a girl in Kuala Lumpur was forced to have sex

Nahh , SHYTTYness , forced to have sex sounds so polite

She was RAPED by her own freakkin classmate OMGOSH

And yes people , she is from KUALA LUMPUR .

another SHYTTYness .

She was just a secondary school girl , poor thing

According to the news , she had a 4cm-long pencil inserted into her was raped several times in several places in school — in the canteen, field and classrooms — over the last three weeks .

At least five of her classmates forced themselves on her either in groups or one after the other .

WTF pencil !? and WTF 5 CLASSMATE !? what is this man !?

Classmate , this term hurt my eye !

Can they still claim themselves as human ? NO WAY MAN !

WTH classmate , can you freakkin RAPE your classmate in public place like canteen , field and classroom !?

And guess what , the poor girl only willing to lodge a police report on MONDAY after she was raped by in her own freakkin school last TUESDAY .

Then the doctors at Selayang Hospital where she is being warded found her to be a month pregnant, and removed a pencil from her private part.

WHAT THE FISH ?! a month pregnant , and what !? pencil from her private part !?

Now I really feel like freakkin stuff this in their A*s

saw what is on the pencil ?!

FRIENDLY SOCIETY !!!

Such a pain in heart

for her

for our world

There are somebody out there nothing better to do ?

Yeah yeah yeah

I finaly realise there are some species out there just have nothing better to do

Maybe they found out that they are effing free after their meals

They just come and go , leaving something that might bring you trouble

Those people , aha should I named them as chicken ?

Cause they don't even have the freakkin guts to leave their name

They just using their nutsize brain trying to use other ppl name and even MINE

Well , you think you are smart enough ?

Or you think I am so stupid having same size brain like yours ?

well baby , I have no fame

So assume that all these CUTE act was not because of jealousy , right ?

OK readers , now , spot the chicken =)

My blog

Jimmy said he never put his name as jimmy teh

then mr. chicken changed it

Nuffnang Visitor

Jimmy's Blog

same case , I never put my name as Mann Rui

Then he changed again

PS : nah , the two pretty not I censored wan
Nuffnang Visitor


hmmm , saw the similar one in our nuffnang visitor ? =)

What Happen Tell Me What Happen

We used to be so happy together
We study together
We jokes together
We eat together
We had fun right

Everyone was so simple
Everyone was so innocent
Everyone was so happy
Everyone was so united

Since when things get out of control ?
Since when everyone think differently ?
Since when the group falling apart ?
Since when there is something called backstab and arguement in our group ?

I tried so hard to bring back the group
But I FAILED
I am always there
Try to find back the missing piece
But I FAILED

I need a DORAEMON
To go back to last time
Seriously , I meant it

Sorry reader
I don't mean to affect you all with my emo-ness
But i find no one to share
I apologize for that , people =)

Innit Hate Me =_=

[feel weird showing forehead LOL]

OUCH , as per title , INNIT SERIOUSLY HATE ME ='C

I am always the one that lagging like sh*t in there

only there is once ezysang join the laggy club

but most of the time i am THE ONLY ONE

W.H.Y. whyyyyyyyy =_=

Everytime when I wanted to post something

and join the peeps convo

I have to freakkin try again , refresh again

for don't know how many million times =_=

when i finally success post something out

I am out of the topic ad

Sometimes really get fed up

the others told me that is because I am using hostel line

thats why it lag

But i can actually facebook*ing

The only reason that i can figure out is

INNIT HATE ME lol

+_+

I think I better sit there and watch quietly

I cant bear the laggyness =X

Like a FOOL

Since I born to Earth for these 18-19 years , I was always trying to be nice to my friends . To me , priority always goes to those creature called FRIENDs . OK , I know it is so dumb so stupid so idiotic . But i just cant freakkin change it . NO matter how many times I had been fooled . NO matter how many times i remind myself not to expect the others give you the same treatment .

Actually have a talk with Jimmy the groundnut blogger . He told me his experience as well . Some friends come and find you when they want something from you , he said . That was so true . This kind of friend even worst than hi-bye friend . At least hi-bye friend won't cause you a pain . All you need to do was just HI and BYE . Thats all . Those jerkass come to you with a problem , and run for their life when you having one .

" I treat you like Heng Dai , you treat me like Hot Dog ? ! "

Laugh at it ? You better don't . Do you know how sad when you actually treat someone as your bestie , ji mui or heng dai , and they treat you like a hot dog ? well , means something thats is not so important , as hot dog can be replace by fishball as well . LOL WTF .

You know , they might actually come find you when they having trouble and starting to EMO . As a dumbass , once they approach to me when they upset , i will actually put aside all my thing that i am doing at that moment , and start tik tik tak tak on my phone keypad , writting a LONG essay to cheer him / her up . Or worst , bili bala at the phone comforting him / her . All these stupid act was so time and energy consuming . But i won't regret until . . .

They actually go off without saying a thanks or bye !

Diu ~ ! I hate this to the max ok ? At least tell me you are fine and bye . Or one bye is also enough . But please , why treat me like a dustbin , throw all the rusbin and then just very yao yeng like that walk away ? I do have feeling too . But i should tag myself as the BIGGEST DUMBASS ever because . . .

I actually will repeat all the tik tik tak tak bili bala step above when the same guy comes to me with his question .

Damn , I was so STUPID . @#^#&*%

How do we live without trust

How do we define trust ? Trust refers to reliance on another person , having faith in others and believing them ? Well , one friend of mine told me TRUST is The Risk U Should Take . yeah right , there are certain risk in it when you actually trust someone .


My status on facebook this morning said that : Don't expect the other treat you like what you did . not everyone same like you . don't ever be fooled again . Yes , no offence , i post it to remind myself . I found myself trust people easily , anyone with a tag of FRIEND , i trusted them , not partially but completely . my bad

Trust , a reliance on someone without any doubt . This actually will brought you disaster . =X Well , what if one day you found out the best friend of yours that once in a blue moon you think that you will remain as best friend forever actually betrayed you ? nahhhh thats a freakkin earthquake in you heart . Or worst , your boyfriend / girlfriend / husband / wife betrayed you ? yeww thats tsunami in your brain

But but but but but , we cant live without trust right ? OMWTF =_= okayy , yeah right i am confusing myself . Let's say it the other way round , we cant FULLY trust or OVER trust someone , leave some space for your own sake but still trust is essential in every single relationship . Family , friends , couples . All of these kind of relationship needed trust bla bla bla .

[ nahhh shut the crap rui ~ ! ]

Okay okay main point . Actually i just wanted to tell someone out there , plez TRUST your bf . He joined my fanspage means he doesn't love you ? WTFFTW . Plez don't freakkin bring up the matter and argue . Its so immature =_= and WTH with the breakkin up ? OMWTF

PS to Him : Do call her until she pick up =)

[ evidence that IMABORED ]

for your information , i am fooled again .

to whom it may concern , farkyouthepilot

stop ffk me

Helpless yet Useless

[ i can freakkin fake a smile huh ]

" Am i a good person , am i a good friend ? " This question come across my mind millions of time last night . Yesterday was a tough day for me , i am mentally and physically tired . Having class whole day until 6 something , and at night have to attend the freakkin so-called-charity-concert . D_a_r_n >.<

So many things happen yesterday night during the VELVET CONCERT . *ouch* for once i thought i will heart attack and die =_= too much surprice for me that day =( He reveal the truth to me [ sorry no further disclosed ] , which i dont know how to react . I wanted to help him so much that i was actually mad at myself when i realised i cant do anything =(

Well you know , he is a best friend of mine , I dont wanna see he hurts , I dont wanna see he upset . I cant bear see he falling like this . Heart seriously ache when i see him like this . =( When he have a hearty talk with me at the staircase , tears in his eye , I cant bear with it . I tried so hard not to cry too , I dont want to burden him , I dont want him to feel sorry . Instead i pass him tissue , and gently pat on his shoulder .

After that talk which i think last about one hour plus , we go back to our gang . And found out that another friend of mine called by her ex for a talk . I have no idea where she is that time , her phone died coz out of battery . I am freakkin panic that time , what i did is dial her ex bf number . He told me he at 5th floor , having a talk with her , he said things have to be settled tonight . Without a second of delay , i rush to 5th floor without telling anyone about this . I was so scared that time . >.<

When i reach there , I saw both of them , standing there , she saw me and she started to cry . He was standing there , keep on scolding her . *ouch* Again , my heart shattered . ='( seriously i dono what to do that time , i wish i could just pull her and run >.<>

but then he sudd walk and stand beside me , which give her a chance to run away . It just happen like this unexpectedly . He shouted : " Stand there , dont run ! " , and me , I just chase after her , but then sudd I think if I chase her means he will chase too . Then I changed my plan , I slowed down , and blocked him . I actually pull his sleeve and beg him let her go =(

When I cant hear her footstep banging on the floor anymore , I leave him there . I told him , what you did make you like a woman , be a man and let her go . Then i actually walk off . Went to the carpark , waited beside her car . When she appears , my heart torn again . She was crying and nothing I can do except ask her to go home 1st . I am so useless huh .

=(

Back to the hall , I saw my best friend , was there emo again . Sigh I was so tired . I just manage to go and sit beside him , and I cant squeeze out anything to say . Then another friend of mine text me and said he went back 1st due to another emo matters . *ouch*

Its hurt you deep down the heart when there is nothing you can do to help your friend , but just stay there watch them struggling .

I gotta do something .

Exam Shytz

Another piece of shytty crap humans
I am just freakkin b0red + ann0yed facing the sunway TES textb00k
Greats
what a w0nderful planning
examz bef0re CNY ? ^*&^%$^%$^#
i am s0 freakkin int0 the g0ng xi g0ng xi d0ng d0ng qiang m00d la kayy =_=
ppl sh0p for CNY , i study like a NERD at h0me ?
*CRYYYYY* >__<

s0metimes w0ndering why i taking this c0urse
d0 i really s0 int0 acc0unts ?
i bet n0
i am a science student all the while
and i c0pe it well
i guessed =)
after graduate fr0m high sch00l
i have n0 directi0n at all d0no
where t0 g0 d0n0
what t0 study
just like an idiot listening t0 auntie uncle ppl auntie ppl uncle's advice
the w0rst thing was . . .
ma great uncle ,
" girl , study acc0unt , acc0unt very g00d ,
n0 need scared later n0b0dy hire y0u later ,
uncle sp0ns0r y0u with the fees "
well , ppl , seee , fees sp0ns0rship ~ !
wh0 w0nt g0 f0r it ?
and yeah , readers , you are right
i really g0 f0r that sp0ns0rship and that c0urse
and n0w due t0 s0me pr0b
due t0 s0me misunderstanding
yeah , he eat up his w0rd
sp0ns0rship ? nahhhh , g0ne =[
and i am STUCK
n0w ma m0m have t0 refinance her h0use
in 0rder t0 lemmi c0ntinue ma study ='[
sorry mama i wil pay back t0 y0u , I SWEAR !
s0rry f0r bringing s0 much pr0b t0 y0u
mummy I LOVE YOU and SORRY =[

PS : well , ma post run off abit frm the title *opssie*

wish me luck ppl

*cryyyy* She is SICK ~ ! =[

='[
Rui's p00r little lapt0p was infected by virus ```
*cryyyyyyyyyyy*
tr0jan , virus , hijack bla bla bla
y0u name it i have it
D-A-R-N
which effffking website gifted me s0 many little bacteria ?!
i wil banned it f0r life ! =[

might have to ref0rmat it
0r wil n0rt0n antivirus help ?
gahhhhh ~
what t0 d0 n0w ~
wh0 can help me ?

freakkin upset =C

RUI might cant 0nline if ma lapt0p g0 t0 h0spital
=C will miss y0u guys =C