If only if you could stayed .

Constantly thinking,
never to be the same,
the tears fall quickly
just hearing your name.

Silence is golden
yet not anymore
silence brings thoughts
I just can't ignore.

The nights are sleepless,
dreams out of reach.
Crying in my pillow
to you I beseech.

Surrounded by family,
I still feel alone.
My heart is so empty,
this pain I must own.

I wish I could hug you
and just see your face.
But now I have memories
to stand in your place.

Gone but not forgotten,
that's what they say.
Of course that is true...
but if only if you could stayed.

   Have no idea why I start reading poem on the net . Until I read this I thought of you . Yesterday was your birthday , few more days is your death anniversary . I will never ever ever forget that , nor forget you . I miss you so , really do . =)

   Seriously , everyone out there , please do drive carefully . Drive like a mad cow you just gonna risk your life risk other people life . One mistake from you will cause the pain to stay in someone's heart , forever .