Peace Please ~ ! ~.~

Well Someone out there ,

I know you do read my blog ,

Yes , this is for you .

Am I avoiding you ?

Yes I guess .

Seriously I really don't know what I can say to you anymore .

The problem is clear .
Gimme a carefree life , pretty please .

I got too much thing to handle , can you understand ?

I am selfish , yes I am .

Just doze off leaving you all these shyt ?

I don't mind others see me as a playgirl or slut or bitch or WHATEVER

You know , I always envy about your family .

You are such a protected child .

You should know , I am not . not that lucky kay ?

You can have no worries just go pursue what you wan't .

I can't , like serious .

Dad don't care , I am fine .

But my mom , she is my priority .

I ask for a break , yeah that time I am afraid

Scared of the same old shyt happen all over again .

But now aint the same .

I am so determined .

I brought too much trouble to my mom .

How many more times I wanna break her heart ?

NO , NO MORE .

I told myself millions time a day .

I HAVE TO DO MUCH MORE BETTER THAN OTHERS .

I wanna give her best life ever .

I wan't to prove to my other relative , those who look down on us .

Toldcha I am selfish and I just wan't my family and future .

Thats all .

Stop pushing me to my limit

Cheers .