seriously , i effing hate march . march is the month i lost my beloved cousin sister , Janice Saw . my heart break when i get the news . seriously , it hurts me deeply . She just 20 yrs old , and because of a b*stard , she and her bf lost their life .
after one year , i still cant freakkin let go . i miss her every moment . to me , she is a friend , to me , she is a sister . i am so close to her since i was young , although i stayed in hong kong before that , but i did come to msia and visit her every year . i get even closer to her when i moved to msia . we share laughter we share sadness we share secrets . which guy is hot , which b*tch we hate in school . we share almost everthing . =(
just because of the b*stard that claim himself as their friend , they are gone . Janice was dead . Lup mun , her bf , unable to survive too . wtffff , the accident will not happen if not him . if he din't speed and cause the car lost control , they won't died . if he din't act like jay chou drift in the f*cking narrow turning , they won't died ! ='[ who the hell he think he is , why . . . i just feel like go straight to his face and give him a big slap . wth , he don't deserve it . he didn't even hurt a single bit in the accident . its so unfair isn't it , why not he is the one who die . he is the one who drive hazardly . he is the one who should go to hell ~ ! =(((
5th of march , janice saw's birthday .
Me : biu jie ~ ! happy birthday yeah ` ! so sorry i cant celebrate with you . =] anyway , happy birthday and enjoy ~ !
Janice : awww , thanks my dear . its ok , we can spend some time together next time . oh yeah hows your result ?
Me : nahh , i haven get my results yet , its on 12th of march . i am so nervous wei ! >.<
Janice : don't worry , i got confidence in you , sure can get a very good result wan =) must inform me once you get your results ya ~ ! ^^
Me : no problem ~ ! sure i will , hope its a good news ^_^
Janice : ok ok , hey gtg , going out now , mun is here =) catch up with you later , bye honey ~ =*
Me : sure , send my regards to ah mun gor gor =) enjoy yeah , bye .
this was the last time in talk to her before the accident . she said she gonna catch up with me later , she ask me to tell her my good news later . but she passed away on the day i got my result . i don't even have a chance to tell her that i did it , i got a very good result . i should be happy isn't it . but ends up i burst into tears when i got the news that she was dead , and i cant even stop when i get my result . why cant you wait for me =( i haven't tell you that , i scored all As for my exams . i cant . . . i don't have the chance anymore . i can't believe that you are dead when i got your brother's call , i thought that was a jokes , how foolish am ! =( how much i wish its a jokes .
sorry ppl i cant continue anymore . night